Received good news(: Not sure if its a good news but its definitely something new and a big challenge for me. I think I will learn alot from this! and I look froward to seeing myself change! (: As I look back, I realised I havent been less responsible or capable in NJ. Its the fear.. that stopped me from seizing all the opportunities. And i saw how they land in the lands of the less capable. I reigned to fate, and lived with it for 2 years. Now, I dont think I suddenly became more mature. But I realised my 3 years in NTU, is short. I have so many things I wanna try, and I really dont know if I have the time to do them anot. Pushed my limits, and I can do it! With the will in my head, I am sure I can do it! GO TAMMY. Nothing is impossible! Its all in the mind(: